I just need to vent..
I’ve been having an interesting relationship with my dad throughout my life. It’s had it’s up and it’s had it’s downs but most of the time it doesn’t really affect much. Since I decided to leave for Iowa State he has been acting childish and has been ignoring me. I attempt to reach out to him to talk to him or spend time with him so I can see my little brothers and step mom but something’s always going on or he doesn’t pick up or doesn’t respond to my text, whatever. I just now, in the last 5 minutes, called him and asked if they wanted to hangout so we could spend some time together. His response was “Uhhh… Probably Not”. Now, yes, I’m upset that he said this, but I’m really just more angry about it. For fucks sake I’m your son.
The way he acts teaches me so much about what I should and shouldn’t do with my life. I’ve learned so much because he’s the asshole that he is and I guess I have to thank him for that.
I just want to vow to NEVER make the mistakes that he made or EVER act in the poor manners that he does. All of this makes me more excited to have my children so I can cherish them and act in all the ways my dad never did. Fucking take them sailing on my big ass yacht and teach them how to sail, like that’s dope. Or even take them golfing. Play catch with them and go watch their sports games. Love my wife that I share this child/these children with and never let anything come between us.
I have a lot to look forward to.
I wanna go back to living the college life. Grayslake SUCKS DICK and so does living with your parents.
Every day my stepdad has off he wakes up early and cooks like 30 homemade waffles (yes he put mixed all the stuff together and made it not just some frozen shit) scrambled eggs and bacon. All specifically for my little sister. Then not even half of that is eaten most of the eggs gettin thrown away and the waffles put in the fridge and saved for later (most of the time I eat them) and then after all of this, he goes an complains to my mom that I eat too much. I’m a 19 year old MAN emphasis on the man part, and you’re preparing a breakfast suit for hibernation served to an 8 year old girl. Bitch, who do you think you is?
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